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I just thought I'd keep you abreast of what's been going on, well it's been a year since my beloved Steve had passed away, and not long ago we had a private service and buried his ashes at Salisbury Memorial Park, then in typical Steve style partied hardy into the early hours of the morning. (although froze my legs off)

A few weeks ago I had an emotional breakdown at work and am now seeking help.  I am no longer happy working wear I am, I have been there for 15 years, and I'm sick of working in a cubical.  But between that an the yearly emotions of loosing Steve, and all my emotions of the past, I have been a complete wreck, I've actually been sabotaging myself, by not drinking water, eating chocolate again (when I shouldn't), just to name a couple of things.

I need to work on a plan however, and find out my next step for my new career.

On a creative note, I am currently working on a new Marilyn Monroe costume, the Pink Marilyn Monroe dress from Gentlemen Prefer Blondes - Diamonds Are a Girls Best Friend Number - I am planning on wearing this to the 2014 Australian Costumers Guild Ball at the end of Month, and maybe take it to Brisbane Comic Con as well.

Anyway on a voyage of self discovery, trying to love myself, and more importantly and still difficult for me, learning to accept a compliment.

Love and Light
Helena
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Oh honey... :tighthug:

Thank you for letting us know how you're going, even if it isn't positive. I'm glad to hear you're getting the help you need. Take it slow; stay positive. It can be damn hard sometimes but remember there are so many of us that are happy to be there when a shoulder or hand or even a smile is needed...myself included.

Stay strong lovely lady.